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Okay. So… I’ve grown up known to be the tomboy of the school… known as straight… even though I’m not. Everyone knows me as the captain of the volleyball and basketball team. Honestly, I’m terrified of what others will think if they find out I was a lesbian… I’ve had guys like me… and my best friends and I talk about boys ALL the time… And I would just agree with them like: “Yeah, I know he’s so hot!” when I’m not attracted AT ALL. I have a tendency to completely fall in love with a best friend even though I tell myself not to… I get really attached.
I’m now in love with my best friend… and in the past, I’ve never come out of the box and confessed to my other loved ones because I was too scared. Now I finally meet this best friend… she’s amazing. Everything about her is just amazing. I don’t know if she’s a lesbian or not, but I know she’s a Christian, but stopped going to church after she met me. But she’s… really attached to me as well. She would do stuff with me she would never do with her other friends. She hits me gently on the shoulder when I make her laugh… she fights for the seat next to me… she loves to hug me… she picks me up and drops me off to class. I have a SLIGHT feeling that she likes me…
Should I confess and tell her? I’m scared it’ll ruin our friendship… and worse… if she says she doesn’t like me, she might tell everyone that I’m a lesbian. Remember… no one knows I’m a lesbian except for me and another close friend of mine whom I grew up with and she fully understands how I feel.