I Just Want To Let It Out..
I’m 21 years old and I’m a bisexual… and I really feel bad about myself right now… I had a girl we went on and off for 2 years… I loved her… I know she loves me too… we had plans for our future… then we broke up… maybe we grew tired of the LDR and constant fighting. I broke up with her because I thought it was the best for both of us since I really feel that her attention is slipping as mine does… I asked her if she’s willing to wait, she did not answer my question… then one time when we we’re no longer together she asked me about how would she know if she’s pregnant. I did not answer because I feel its kind of awkward to ask me about that kind of question, and I find it really insulting because we came to the point where we we’re planning to have a baby..
A few months have passed since we last met; my friend told me she just gave birth…
My friend told me that it seems like she wanted me back or wants to know if Id still accept her even if she’s got a baby.
I just can’t… because I won’t forget it… she deleted me 3 months ago from all her accounts online, and I dont know why did she do that this late?
I know she didn’t love the guy… because she was jumping from one relationship from another since we broke up… It doesn’t really matter to me but just can’t stop thinking about it… =(
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what is LDR ?
she still wants to be with you. Follow your heart. tell her to follow hers.
LDR= Long distance relationship.. since I started working.. we’ve been seeing each other for once a week.. and just to have breakfast.. Its not that easy.. I don’t even know her status.. and I don’t even know if I want her back..
It’s not easy… I would not like to be in your shoes…
Do You can meet her to have a conversation face to face? I thing that change sms, emails and phone calls can not help you two now… If She loves you yet and if you are sure about your feeling, I think that You can hope something goog from a conversation.
Try to get a break in your job and search her… tell her what you feel…
Don’t be affraid now… Stop to think and “just do it”!
I did that before when we broke up.. I gave up my job for her… I talked to her about it,,, but she didn’t explain.. maybe cuz she was waiting for me to ask her.. I did not ask her to.. I was thinking.. what for?… yeah it really isn’t easy… I told her how I feel and how it really hurts.. she just said sorry.. but we became friends after… but there are so many things that had happen.. she was the one who deleted me in all her accounts.. I just changed my number.. and worked back long distance so I could just forget about everything.. but when a common friend told me that she had just gave birth.. I felt sad for her.. =(