Update: I Think I’m Falling In Love With My Straight Friend
Hey, this is an update of my previous post. So, in my last post I talked about how I confused about my sexuality, well, it took me a while but I finally come to terms with the fact that I am gay and I came out to the girl I talked about. She was totally fine with it and it made us become closer friends. Over the summer holidays, we spent a lot of time together, alone and we became closer. Then, towards the end of the holidays, she tells me that she was bisexual, which came as a complete shock. After that, we started to become even closer, and we would tell each other everything, and my feelings for her started to become even stronger. Because we were close, our friends started to suspect things, her group of friends were the first to say things and then my group of friends, who aren’t the most open minded people I have met, started to say things as well, we both just decided to ignore them and continued to go out together on our own. One day, we were sat in a park together and we were really really close. That was really the moment when I thought she could like me back.
Fast forward a few weeks, to the half term holidays, she slept over at my house, we were lying on the couch together and we were very close. Out of the blue, she kisses me, and I didn’t know what to make of it. She then kept apologizing, so I thought she didn’t mean to do it. Then we finally go up to my bedroom and I pull out the sofa bed for her, I don’t know what happened but I wound up sleeping on that bed next to her. We were sat there for hours just talking and holding hands, then our faces started to become really close and our lips were touching, then we started kissing. We kissed for most of the night then. We started to stay after school just so that we could both be alone together and she sometimes comes up to my house after school and lies to her parents about where she is. She had to do this because her parents are very strict because of their religion and feel that she will be losing her heritage if they knew what we were doing. Her family would also probably disown her if they knew she was bisexual.
At this moment in time, only we know what is going on, both of our parents suspect it and so do some of our friends. We both wish we could come out to people but the area we live hasn’t quite warmed to the homosexual community as of yet, and we would get a lot of abuse at school. Anyways, we have being going out for just over two weeks now and I would like to thank the people who commented on my last post and who just read it.
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. About your experience i think...
thats the sweetest thing ever I wish me and my girlfriend was like that( wooo go lesbos)