Lonely… And tired of it
Hi there, my name is Emmy, I’m in the 9th grade. I recently “came out” to both my parents, and all of my closest friends, anyone else obtaining the information is beyond my control. What I have realized, is that there are way too many fakes in my school. No one seems legit. There are many many “bisexual” women in my school, but they have the definition mixed up. They think it means you can date both genders at the same time, so it’s like you’re cheating but you really aren’t because you are “bi.” I don’t think this is right. I know I have a lot of life to live before I can go saying I’m going to end up as a spinster with 55 cats roaming around a large house, however, me being an over-reactive teenager, I tend to lean on the negative side of every situation thrown at me. So my thoughts right now:
-I will never be able to find love at this rate, all the girls here just like to toy with everyone they meet.
-I sometimes feel like I am the only one being truthful and that a good majority of the bisexuals I know are just curious.
BTW: I am no bisexual, I am lesbian, I use the term bisexual a lot more than I do the term lesbian, because all of the people I know who are like this, are bi, not les.
I don’t know. I recently told one of my friends that I really liked her, but she doesn’t feel the same way, and I understand, you can’t control who you like and that’s fine, it’s whatever. But it seems ever since I have been able to be free with who I am, the less likely I will find someone. When I wasn’t “out” I had various girls liking me, but they never told me until AFTER the fact that they got over me.
I’m feeling kind of hopeless and really rather pathetic, I just want to find someone…Someone who is true, someone who is loyal. For God’s sake I just want a decent relationship!
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I don’t read anything that sounds like either one of you is unhappy...
Hey u and o are pretty much the same. I am 14 yes old and I just came out to my parent and told a few of my closest friends. It true all u want is a decent relationship and someone to love. I’m not an expert myself but my mom told me that u can’t fall find love that easily. I know that u feel desperate to find that girl for u but someomes when ur paitient u might find that the live of ur life is right in frot of u but u were to busy looking elsewhere. I’m sorry if it isn’t much but I wish u the best of luck.
Hi,
It sounds so interesting about story. for my simple comment is that you are young, so you still have enough time to find your true love. I always believe that every one have true love include you and me. I wish you find her soon.
Mhmm lol were the same lol im 14 too
.. u shud hit me up<3 txt me 
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Every young person wants a decent relationship. I know I do, I’m 14 also; I haven’t told my parents, but I know they already know. Everyone in my school are the exact same way. But true story, we are young and we’ll find someone within the rest of our lives to find a true lover.