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Iâ€™m so in love with one of my best friends who Iâ€™m pretty sure is straight. And I thought I was too until I started falling for her. Iâ€™ve known her for like 3 years but weâ€™ve become very close within the past year. Weâ€™re both on the school basketball team so we see each other pretty much everyday. Weâ€™ve started to text each other everyday, all day, until one of us falls asleep. And sheâ€™s the most gorgeous girl Iâ€™ve ever met in my life and sheâ€™s funny and adorable and ughh it gets so hard to be around her all the time but then itâ€™s harder to not be around her because I constantly think about her! Iâ€™ve never felt this way about anyone before, let alone a girl. Certain times I think she feels the same way about me. Like sometimes we’ll be hanging out with a group of friends and we’lll just make eye contact and she’lll smile in a flirty way and then I give her a goofy smile back. And I don’t know how to explain it but it just feels like she likes me back. I walk her to her classes (and she’ll get upset if I don’t) and we talk about everything. But then sheâ€™ll start talking about a guy and I do too so I donâ€™t make it obvious that Iâ€™m in love with her lol. But sheâ€™s also very religious which is potentially a problem if she does have feelings for me. I completely accept the fact that I’m in love with her, I don’t know if that makes me bi or a lesbian, I don’t think I really need to put a label on myself though, I’m only 16! And Iâ€™m just so confused. Should I tell her how I feel? I donâ€™t want to ruin our friendship because I think iâ€™lll go insane if we lose this closeness. But on the other hand I want to tell her so badly because what if she does feel the same way?!! I need help!
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