Rubbed Raw
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okay so, i fell in love with my best friend (girl) and shes a lesbian and im bi. she used to love this girl who pretty much strung her along for a while and treated her like terribly and left her feeling empty and broken. I met Lilly when she was on the brink of killing herself and she chose to stay her because of me. Shes better now. We are sorta together but we dont have a label because she is going through some other things right now. The girl she used to like (kat) came back into her life and apologized for what she did and all this stuff. now my girl realized that she still has feelings for her but she also says that she is in love with me.
Btw my name is Elena. My girls name is Lilly and her friends name is Kat
kat is supposed to visit Lilly at her college, and even sleep in her bed, and im hurt. I feel like shes just gonna pick back up those feeling she had for kat and im gonna be left in the dust. Lilly says shes in love with me and that she’d never hurt me, but thats easier said than done. Last night, she asked me what i want and I said I don’t know.
I dont know if i should pull away from Lilly while she sorts out her feelings for Kat? She has told me time and time again that nothing will happen, theyre just gonna be friends, and that the feelings she has for kat are just residual. but last night when we were talking, she said that something might happen, and that those feelings wont survive the night.
I dont know what to do. We arent in a relationship so I have no right to tell her what to do or who to hang out with. It just hurts to be in this position, I feel like Im being rubbed raw. Please Help
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You may not be in a relationship with her, but you still have a right to tell her how you feel and what you want. It becomes her choice to give you what you want, but you can still tell her, even though that comes with some risk. But maybe if she knew, she would act differently.