Posts by Amara:

Sexy music

October 22nd, 2008

Hi!

My girlfriend’s birthday is in a couple of weeks and I want to give her a striptease as birthday gift (me as the stripper of course). My problem is the music. What songs? Which singers? I want something really soft and sexy, something like Paula Cole’s “Feelin’ love”.

Also, we live together, but I am thinking of doing it on a hotel, you know, to give it vacation feeling (and a dirty feeling, also).

I would thank ANY ideas to make her 28th b-day the best ever!

Thanks a lot!

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Trust?

August 17th, 2008

I am 27 and I’ve been with my girlfriend for almost 3 years. I am happy and I love her. She is my first girlfriend and my coming out too. I don’t have a lot of lesbian friends; in fact I met the ones that I have through my girl.

I love being gay, I love the way we are and think, the way we love, I love watching lesbian movies and TV shows, reading gay books, gay comics, gay magazines, listening to lesbian singers, everything! I feel proud! I also love being with my lesbian friends: our talks, our bitter sense of humor… the thing is, my girlfriend is not happy with me hanging out with her friends alone. Because of her work she can’t come with me all the time and she gets mad with me if I go out very often. She says she knows her friends and that any of them could try to flirt with me. I only want to make my own bonds with her friends, make them my friends too, create that “social safety web” we all gay people need since we are not always accepted all the time by our families.

I love her and I wouldn’t cheat on her but also I don’t want to do anything that could bother her, so if she bothers me hanging out with her friends I won’t do it, however It’s sad because I don’t want to loose this opportunity. What can I do? What is the middle point?

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Needing Man?

July 15th, 2008

Thanks again for reading me. Has it happened to any of you this physical need for man?

I have been living with my girlfriend for 6 months, and we have been together for 3 years and a half. She is a very sexual person and I love that, the thing is, I am concerned about her cheating on me with a guy some day. She has done it before to her other girlfriends and I know she likes having sex with man although she finds them emotionally retarded and not attractive to have a relationship with.   

Have you ever had these feelings? We have talked about it and I am considering having a “ménage a trois”, that way she would have sex with a guy and me kissing her all at the same time.

Am I crazy?

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Fear

July 13th, 2008

It will maybe sound stupid, but last night, while I was watching “The L Word” I discovered one of my deepest fears, that my girlfriend leaves me and goes back to her ex.

I am 28 years old and my life as a lesbian is short, Just 3 or 4 years, when I met her. Before we became a couple, we were just friends and she had a long time relationship. Sadly, we cheated on her and fell in love. We live together since last January and I am happy, but since we started I’ve been having these feelings of guilt and sorrow about her previous girlfriend, besides jealousy.

Last night, when I was watching that chapter when Bette and Tina cheat on Jodi and I just understood everything. I am afraid one day my girlfriend will wake up and realize she still loves her ex-girlfriend. I know it’s ridiculous because I have a lot of nice unique things and I don’t know why I feel like that. I don’t want this fear to grow because I am afraid I will destroy the most important relationship in my life.

How can I solve this fear?

Thanks a lot for reading me…

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