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Bi And Confused!
March 31st, 2008I’ve fantasized about lesbian sex ever since I was a young child. I’m now 46 and only acted on those fantasies in the past 5 years. I was married for 20 years and very much in love with my husband but I didn’t feel safe sharing this with him. I was very repressed and tormented.
I am now considering marrying a great guy and I am very open with him about this subject. Although, I still have some fears and confusion. Sex with him is great but the only way I can orgasm is to fantasize in detail about lesbian sex or FFM. Should I be concerned about this?
I also wonder if I will be able to be monogamous forever, now that Pandora’s Box has been opened. I am faithful and have been for 2 years but I still think about women. I’ve only had about 6 lesbian encounters and no real relationships. I think about it a lot and wonder if I should explore that further, to be sure before I get married. I just don’t want to destroy the best relationship I’ve ever had. We are awesome together and I couldn’t be happier with him.
I’m pretty sure I’m bi but I am oh so confused!
