Posts by imfeelinher:
Do You Think A Straight Girl Is Attracted To Me?
October 15th, 2008I’m a semi bisexual girl who has the biggest crush on a straight girl. I actually posted this story as a comment but I don’t think anyone will look at it or reply to it so I’m prepared to tell it again.
Ok, I’ve known this girl since I was about 9, maybe even younger. I didn’t start being attracted to her until I was about 16, and now I’m 18. It all started when we were in a group at our church and occasionally while we were on the bus to our destination we locked eyes but I didn’t think anything of it. But this past year she has been giving me plenty of looks, and locking eyes and stuff like that but I don’t know where all of this is going. Recently, this past Sunday was the first time I’ve seen her in a month. She was sitting in the front of the church and I was sitting in the back and for some reason she just so happened to turn around and look at me. Her being so far away I could not tell if she was actually looking at me or just in my direction, (she looks in my direction a lot!) but she was staring for a good minute, and I wasn’t so shy because she was so far away an she wouldn’t be able to tell if I was looking at her or just in her direction.
Well, the preacher asked if anyone was coming back to the evening service and she raised her hand and looked back “in my direction”. Since I knew she would be there, I made an appointment to be there as well. As soon as I’m escorted to my seat I see her on the opposite side of the pew I was sitting on. She was sitting where I could spot her easy since I got to church late. When she saw me, she immediately locked eyes with me and gave me a smile and look like she couldn’t believe I came since when she looked back at me when the preacher asked the question I did not have my hand raised. But throughout the service I tried to sneak a peak at her, and one time I caught her looking back at me but I quickly shifted my eyes afraid of what she might think, in case she was not the way that I’m thinking she is. I was so nervous that I didn’t look her way the whole service unless I was quite sure she was not looking at me.
I have a gay guy friend who tells me that maybe she just wants to have a conversation with me but I need more then that. I’m curious to know if she is into me or I’m just taking the way she looks at me way out of proportion.
But one last thing, one time I brought my guy friend to church for him to see how gorgeous she was and if he could see the way she looks at me and this is what happened. It was the end of the service and him, my cousin and I were walking a few feet behind her (not purposely, we just so happened to be leaving at the same time and parked near each other) an she literally turned her head just to look at me once she was outside of the door, and I do not know what that is about still to this day! But this girl always looking at me, I even caught her looking at me from the other end of the church when I was on the opposite side and she was standing still like I was the only one in the room.
Still I am not fully convinced; I try not to jump to conclusions when I think someone likes me or whatever this is. I am open to suggestions, and someone please let me know how I should handle this situation or am I just using my own imagination to think of something from what it really it is.
