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I Have No Idea How To Sort This Out
July 27th, 2008Well, I guess my problem is that I’m super confused…
I’m 14 about to start my freshmen year in high school, at a new school, and I can’t figure things out… I’m mostly attracted to women, and when ever I really think about my future, I picture it with a woman, So I’m pretty sure I’m a lesbian. But every now and then, I find my self attracted to guys, even though I don’t really want to be with one, and even though I’m attracted to girls, I don’t really want to try and go out with any girls at my new school, since I don’t have any friends there, and I don’t want people do think differently of me just because of my sexual orientation. My friends at my old school know about me being bi or lesbian or whatever I am, and they all say that “I don’t look like a girl how would like other girls”, so I guess it’s a good thing that people get that impression, so they get to know me for me.
But then, my mom always says that because “I don’t act like a lesbian” she doesn’t think I’m one, or even bi for that matter.
So I guess what I want help with is: Am I lesbian or just bisexual? Should I not be out at my new school, and is it a bad thing that “I don’t look like a lesbian/bisexual”?
